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I realized that there are lots of things I'm not happy in life about and sometimes jealousy plays a part! Not really often but there is always that comparison on why that person life is better then mine? Why does she have everything and her life seem so perfect and everything she does is perfect And great while mine is not. Yet we are both living on the same Planet , breathing the same
Air!! In other news, well actually I just need to rant!!! There has been a recent trend of not so pretty girls maybe even to the extent of boring looking having one truckload of suitors. I have personally withness this 4 times. What I dun understand is what they see in the person? Boring personality average looking with like 5 to 6 guys chasing them at the same time ?? Can someone explain to me why?!! I dun mean to be bad but I'm just puzzled! Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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[21 Apr 2008|06:29pm] |
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Hm.. school has been the same but these few days i have been really happy going to school.Firstly, its all the friends and familiar faces that make me look forward to school and secondly , I cannot wait for frisbee days!! which is wed and thurs!! I have been forcing myself to study and hopefully my engine just keep going and i really hope i enjoy the hang of studying!!! I have started to see the other side of life which can be really postive and happy.
I have this boy in my CCA and i have no idea what happen to him but he has difficulty walking. Everytime, he walks i feel sorry for him cos i think it really hurts. MY heart really sinks when i see him walking , but after talking to him.IM amaze at his POSTITIVE attitude towards life. I really admire his outlook on life , and how he wants to try as much to be independent. Im realy amaze and at the same time it make me reflect on how lucky i am and yet im always complaining about stuff. i was quite ashamed when he talk to me about his future on what he wanted to be next time. He says he wants to be a councillor so he can help other people in need. That was really insightful and well i have decided to have a really postive outlook on life and help whoever in needs of help. He has somehow inspired me and i hope the postitive energy im going to have will rub off other people and it will influence them to be happy.
Well, some of my friends have share witht me about their love life and sometimes i really wonder what true love is? as in people potray true love differently! but i was amaze at how some of my friends relationship are. Like some be with the guy cos they are rich or they have a good job .I mean is that love? U like the person for who the person is and not because he is rich or he holds this post or he is popular. Sometimes, i find that it is funny how some people will break up with the guy because of his unstable background. I mean if u like or love the person u should love the person for who he is and not what he has. I got quite annoy ed listen to some of my friends relationship stories because i felt what some of them did was not right but well it their life and its how they potray true love so i cannot say anything about it.
Guys should also stop being shallow and look at the girl's appearance they should look at the heart instead and they will be greatly rewarded!!
If u have found your soulmate , treasure that person dearly.
:)
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[19 Apr 2008|05:29pm] |
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i have decided to start blogging again . No particular reason why just wanted to.
Recently , i have been addicted to frisbee. Its just so fun a game so simple yet can make me so happy when im playing the game. Im contented when someone throws the disc and i manage to catch it . its like a small sense of achivement kinda thing. Well , i never was the sporty kind of girl and never imagine i would end of liking frisbee but i guess i was wrong cos Im hooked onto frisbee. Gonna try my hardest to improve.
I have only around 6 to 7 months to prepare for my A levels and yet i cannot find the engine to start my studying.yet i want so badly to do well for my A levels and get in to a local university. I have been inspired on and off by people who did very well for their A levels. shall use them as a motivation to help get my arse off and start studying. If any of you see me slacking , pls demand me to study!!! please.
Anyway , apart from of this. I badly need to rant. I just don't understand some girls.IF u girls are attached alredy why do you get jealous when some girls talk to a close friend of yours or your eye candy. FOR godness sake your attached.You should not bother and stop flirting with other people if your not interested. Just devoted all your time to your poor bf!!!!!!
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[11 Jan 2008|10:29pm] |
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Its been back to school and i seriously drag school cos im still in the holiday mood. This year is kinda scary as i have my A levels to conquer if not i would just wasted 3 years of my life studying. I have no idea where in the world im going to get my motivation from cos i have not gotten into the mood of mugging yet.
That aside, i had FRISBEE today. Im really getting hooked to frisbee cos its really really fun and it is so not a DOGS game for those who think it is. IT IS NOT!!!!! My napfa is the end of this year and AARGH i HATE to run 2.4km it is just so horrible as it pracitcally drains all your energy away. hope i would be able to improve my stamina if not 2.4km would be hell for me.
Im already kinda old and its like i have always been wondering whats am i going to be doing in a few years time.
Everytime i attend reuinons , there is one question i hate to be asked. DO u have a boyfriend? DO u know in a few years time u are of a Marriageble age? its so irritating and firstly i don't have a boyfriend so how can i get marry . Secondly, its is actually quite freaky that IM am gonna be of a marriageble age in a few years time as i don't feel that i have grown up. Its so scary to imagine that let say in 5 years time i am married with CHILDREN (SCARY RIGHT).
wangki is off for army tomorrow , its going to be quite boring when he is in there. I just wished brez happy birthday hope he even appreciates that effort.
MUST LIKE STUDYING!!!
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[20 Sep 2007|06:32pm] |
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Promotional exams are finally over.Its like a heavy stone lifted off my chest.
All the late night mugging and lack of sleep.
All i want to do now is SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP
and of course catch up with friends.
MICHELLE when are we meeting???
tiffany and majidah meet up soon yeah.
Now that exams are over, i still cannot really rest
as my actual A level subjects are coming.
Year 2 is so tiring!!!! i wish i could just teleport myself to
University.
Facebook is like the next in thing now.
people go and sign up. its real cool and i manage to find
my long lost friend who went overseas.THat is what i call COOL.
Go check it out.
To huimin: i finally updated my blog, its your turn now and
haha see you in school tmr with more chit-chat and pls get facebook!!!
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[18 Jul 2007|09:28pm] |
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Had school as usual today.Came home and read the NEw paper and
when i flip to page three.I was shock.Girl missing for 3 weeks and its felicia teo.
It someone i actually know from my secondary school. i don't talk much to her
but as monkshill is small, everybody knows everybody. She has always been kinda
naughty and playful so most of my friends suspect she ran away.BUt i don't think thats the case
as even her close friends are looking for her. well, you always see such cases in the newspaper
but u never expect it to be someone u know.Just hope she can be found soon!!!!!!!!
Promos are coming = aargh
Road Run = Horrible
Pe= physical torture
Sometimes i wish i could just disapear from this Earth!
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[11 Jul 2007|07:56pm] |
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School is usual so boring and routine.
Im having some really mixed feelings today.
I heard news of this friend and he has really change.
Im kinda still in a state of shock as the change is drastic.
But i guess when people change for the better it is a good thing right?
Nowadays, the world has really change and people change alot too.
Sometimes, when i meet up with certain friends, it is like i no longer know them anymore
they are just so different.ITs like a 360 degrees change. And i get the question why im still the same?
How would i to know? As least i don't do bad stuff or get wasted.I rather be the same then dance all night and
get wasted!!!!!
Sometimes, i wish i can remind as a child and have no worries about anything.JUSt play and make friends.
don't bother about studies or your goal in life.
I want to be a KID again!!!
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[05 Jul 2007|08:29pm] |
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Finally i decided to not be lazy and do this up after repeated:PLS update! haha
I cannot wait for tmr's class outing at the ZOO.
IM SO EXCITED! !!!!!
NICE ? its from rachel!!! Jealous?? haha kidding
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